Writing in Present Simple and Present Continuous Tense

Hello my name is Imam. I am trying to write some sentences with present simple and present continuous tense. In this first paragraph, I am writing in present continuous tense. I will tell you about anything that is happening around me.

Today is Thursday. I am learning English and I am listening music at the same time now. Temperature is getting hot because it is not raining at the moment. My mother is washing our clothes. My sisters are staying in their own room. I am learning English from an English book. I am sitting in my chair when I am typing this text. My laptop is working well. I am thinking a lot about English. I am trying to understand about it because I am preparing my master degree right now. I need IELTS Certificate so I am learning English a lot.

In this Ramadan, I always wake up at 4 o’clock in the morning. I never eat sahur in this Ramadan. I usually go to jogging after I pray subuh. Sometimes I wake up by myself but often my mother helps me to wake up sahur. My mother always cooks some meal for us to eat in sahur. Do you know what it is mean? My mother is superhero. Because she can do anything. My mother come from Yogyakarta and live in Yogyakarta. I think she is very tired. But her food smells good and her food taste good also. She look beautiful everyday and I always look handsome too.

Life is tough. I am trying to know why am I life? Look, I can not understand English easily. I am learning hard to understand it. But my friend understand English easily. I am preparing my master degree. But my friend does not prepare it. I am searching for scholarship but my friend does not need it. Life is suck. I feel sad right now. I am realizing may be this is not my life path. I feel so exhausted. How can I understand present simple and present continuous at the same time? Fuck off.